i want to be so thin my hipbones show and my stomach caves in
I want to be so thin that my legs never touch again
and i want to be so thin that I die because im over this bullshit
I want to lay out in the sun to tan but I’ve been walking around trying to get up the courage to actually take my clothes off in front of my boyfriends family for like a hour now. Ugh I thought losing half my body weight would make me excited to lay out in the sun in a bikini but just because the weight left doesn’t mean the fat girl inside did. Kill me ugh
i want to be so thin my hipbones show and my stomach caves in
I want to be so thin that my legs never touch again
and i want to be so thin that I die because im over this bullshit
It sucks bc my step mom is 26 and I’m only 20 and she has anorexia and she’s so ffing thin and she’s so disciplined in her eating while I’m just next to her stuffing my face with everything in the house. && I fold all the clothes so I get to see how tiny her 00 and xs clothes are compared to my parachute size jeans
So my guy friend is talking to me like. .. talking to me. I grew up with a daddy that tought me how to read people really well specifically when boys try to manipulate me. So this is a skill I have honed for some years and I can totally tell my guy friend Just wants in my pants but I wonder if he knows I’ve been secretly getting close to him so I can get him into my pants no strings attached.
Its nice when the tables turn and the boy is being manipulated into the sheets by the girl
The tags you guys have this are beautiful ;-; Haha I love it
So my guy friend is talking to me like. .. talking to me. I grew up with a daddy that tought me how to read people really well specifically when boys try to manipulate me. So this is a skill I have honed for some years and I can totally tell my guy friend Just wants in my pants but I wonder if he knows I’ve been secretly getting close to him so I can get him into my pants no strings attached.
Its nice when the tables turn and the boy is being manipulated into the sheets by the girl
Fucked my diet today. Guess it’s technically 12am so a new start it is!… again. Literally all I can obsess about is summer time. Shorts. Tanks. Bare feet. Shorter shorts. Tighter tanks. Ugh!! When you send me through the time portal to summer 2018 can you also send me through a space cheese grater to skim a little of this lard off? Thanks.
People who drop you off at home and wait til you actually get inside the house to drive off are beautiful and deserve to live forever.
if you don’t do this when you drop me off at my house my parents will see (bc they spy at me out the window every time i leave/come back) and then they will hate your guts & passive aggressively trash on you behind your back for the rest of your life gotta love em
When it’s your first time meeting your boyfriends mom, step-dad, sister and his sisters boyfriend. Standing around smoking a blunt and I just pass out out of nowhere right infront of everyone.
Then his mom made me eat a bowl of mac and cheese on the floor before I got upp uughh kill me
My step mom helped me set up a weight loss calorie tracking app && I plan on keeping a actual food diary for throughout the day then log them into the app at night. Hopefully this helps get my fat ass on track
Plan says I’ll loose 2lbs a week if I follow the calorie set point ill be at my goal weight of 115 jun 20th which is great bc I wanna be that weight by July (my bday).
But I plan on taking in way less calories a day so I’ll probably lose more. Hopefully that is
